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小 发表于 2006-12-26 04:00 PM 只看该作者
This City
This City Deep night.
Everything including the air was engulfed by darkness and silence.
“Ding-Ling-Ling------” The phone killed the silence penetratingly.
I hate people interupting my dream, even you were the God.
I lighted the lamp, got a glimpse on the alarm clock. Dam it! 3:04!
“Hello!”
No response.
“Hello! Hey! Who is there…”
I hold my breath and got somebody sobing, lightly.
“What is the matter? So, please call me till morning, ok? I need a good rest!”
I am hanging the line.
“Please! Please! Hold on! Please do not hang up the line… I just, I just…”
A women’s voice, sounds like thirty. I imediately became sharply alret, I remembered the workmates’ words, many female swindler did so.
A strong burst of sleepy occupied me mostly, I really wanted to finish the stupid talk. I would.
“Now tell me, what do you want?”
“I just…I’ve no idea why I will dial your number, I do not know who you are, but I can't fall into sleep, I want a person to talk with…I really do not know whether you think am I crazy, but I just… I am tired!!!”
Suddenly, my heart was snipped by something, my head was clear.
“I am listening…” I emphasized.
“I am sorry, I am really sorry, but I am nearly getting mad if I didn’t say them out…”
A heavy sigh run into my ear through the line.
A scene emerged I my brain: a woman, sat by the phone, sat in the darkness, lonely and sadly.
I glimpsed at the clock subconsciously, 3:27.
“I am pround of my job, and I really love it with my heart, I am confident that I do it well! I do get many praises from my superiors and workmates, I am glad to hear that, and I often say to myself, conceitedly, I am a success! I have smiles on my face every minute… but, everything changes now…”
“It is all about the promotion and salary. Can you believe that? Everybody is crazy about it in their heart, but they do not show on the appearance… the way they look at each other also chang…suddenly, the laugh disappears in the office, everything die silently.i get puzzled, is that really very important? More important than everying?”
“I will be the sacrifice finally, of course! I am ready. I do not care, but what hurt me cruely is the person, who lay me down is my only friend in my company… I do traet her as my best friend, and I always believe so do she…can you get my feeling? I have no strength to accept it…”
“Is love and friendship not worthy a penny when meeting the money and benefit? Is friendship becoming real pale in this society? Do you know, I often dream that I am a beetle, run over by a large truck… ”
“I treat vevrybody as my friend in my heart, from the surface, they do so. But ,why, why they traet me like this…”
She was crying.
I wondered whether I should say something.
Slience. She paused.
4:47.
“I am dead! I feel I am dead now… do you understand?”
I just wanted to say: “Yes! I do!” but she seemly didn’t plan to left the time for me to break into her talk. She forgot my existence. She kept on pouring out: “No! No! You can’t! Nobody can!”
Silence, like death.
5:17.
“All are finished! Everything is rerminated! Life is what? Nothing!”
Another silence.
I opened my dry mouth: “Calm down! Ok? It is not like that…”
No response.
I am a little worried: “Hey! Are you still on line…”
“I am…”
“Anyway , thank you! You are the only listener of mine in this city… you see, it is geting brighter outside, the sun is rising…”
Oh, 6:07.
“The city, the big city is waking, people are waking, cars are waking…no, this city is always waking, she never sleeps…can you see that? She is so beautiful…”
6:17.
“Thank you, really! Have a good day! Bye!”
“Du-Du-Du-Du----”
She hanged up.
I still held the phone in my hand, it was a little hot, but I was unable to say any word…
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